My dear,
You think because you can’t see me, I don’t see you.
You think because you can’t hear me, I’m not listening.
You think because someone has hurt you, so will I.
You think because you feel lost, that I didn’t plan this moment and all the ones to come.
You think because you feel like a failure that I’m not there to make up the difference.
You think because you lack consistency and self-discipline that I won’t still bless you.
You think because someone wasn’t there, that I would leave you.
You think because you can’t forgive yourself that I haven’t already.
You think because you ask for things and I don’t give them to you, how you feel I should, that I’m mad at you, or not paying attention to you, or that you aren’t deserving of good gifts.
You are wrong. But thats ok.
I love you with the fullness of time and space, your comprehension can’t understand one molecule of my love.
I think of you relentlessly.
I have heard every word, whisper, thought, sigh, cry, and laugh that has or will come from the body that I chose for you.
I created you to fail so you would need me.
I gift you beyond your fleeting desires and moods, into your being and soul, into my purpose and plan.
There is a beauty I placed in you that is unparalleled. You don’t have to see it for me to use it but it would help.
You think you are lacking and less than needed and small, you are, you can never be enough for you or for anyone else, its how I made you and thats why I gave you my Son.
However, when you focus on your shortcomings and not on my grace you are distracted and sad. If you could see you through my eyes you would be content, fulfilled, renewed and set on a path with purpose.
You are my dream come true, I have no regrets in you, you will never convince me otherwise.
I see you. I hear you. I’m for you. I forgive you. I love you.
God